Chaos In My Head • Book Two

The Healing Continues

Reflecting on the trauma. Understanding the healing process. Learning how to move forward—and catching the first glimpses of life becoming a little better.

The second collection in Cristie Schwan’s deeply personal trilogy explores what happens after survival, when the difficult and necessary work of recovery truly begins.

Coming in 2027
Chaos In My Head Book Two: The Healing Continues by Cristie Schwan
Coming 2027

“Healing does not erase what happened. It changes the power the past has over what comes next.”

The Heart of Book Two

After Surviving, Healing Begins

The Healing Continues reflects on the trauma explored in Book One and turns toward the difficult process of moving forward from a bad situation.

This collection acknowledges that healing is rarely immediate or simple. It unfolds gradually—through reflection, support, difficult realizations, renewed strength and small signs that life is beginning to improve.

Book Two lives in that important space between surviving the past and creating the future.

A Preview From Book Two

Experience the Words

Before The Healing Continues arrives in 2027, read one of the personal poems that offers a glimpse into the uncertainty, loneliness and search for identity explored throughout Book Two.

Book Two • Poem Preview

WHERE DO I BELONG?

Life is so
different now from how it used to be
The future
was planned out; life took a nosedive then everything became scary
My identity
has changed, who am I without you?
You were by
my side forever, but now I have no clue
This space
is just me now & no one else
It’s up to
me to figure it all out, every last battle
Where to
even start to try to figure it all out
No
confidence in myself, only left with self-doubt
Feeling
adrift at sea, I can’t relate to anyone
Wading through
murky waters during this blurry transition
I can barely
see straight, pushing down those feelings
Too hard to
comprehend, I’m constantly grieving
Everything
within me is shattered, no clue how to pick up the pieces
Nowhere to
turn for help, only feelings of loneliness
Feeling all
alone, no connection to others
The life is sucked
out of me, I’m feeling smothered
Trying to
find my people instead of feeling worthless
To fit in
& feel their love & their endless kindness
Who am I? I
wonder.. I thought I knew all along
This constant feeling being on the outside & looking in.. so where do I belong?
The Healing Process

Moving Forward One Step at a Time

Recovery is not a straight line. It is a continuing process of understanding, releasing, rebuilding and noticing that life can slowly begin to feel different.

Step One

Reflecting

Looking honestly at the trauma and recognizing how deeply the experience affected everyday life.

Step Two

Understanding

Beginning to make sense of painful emotions, damaging patterns and the lasting impact of the past.

Step Three

Rebuilding

Finding strength, restoring confidence and taking practical steps toward a healthier new direction.

Step Four

Moving Forward

Recognizing the first glimpses of change and allowing hope to become part of life again.

Signs of Change

Life Gets A Little Better

Healing does not always arrive as one dramatic breakthrough. Sometimes it appears in small moments: a clearer thought, a calmer day, a stronger boundary, a returning sense of confidence or the realization that the future no longer feels impossible.

Those glimpses matter. They show that the past is no longer the only story being written.

Inside the Collection

Words for the Work Healing Requires

Processing Trauma

Reflecting on painful experiences without allowing them to define every chapter that follows.

Reclaiming Strength

Recognizing personal resilience and rebuilding confidence after a damaging situation.

Choosing Forward

Taking the gradual, imperfect and courageous steps required to create meaningful change.

The Bridge in the Trilogy

Survive. Heal. Begin Again.

Book One • Available Now

Surviving Divorce and Moving Forward

The beginning of Cristie’s journey through heartbreak, divorce, self-discovery and the first steps forward.

Explore Book One →
Book Two • Coming 2027

The Healing Continues

Reflecting on the trauma, understanding recovery and seeing the first signs of life becoming better.

Book Two Details →
Book Three • Release TBD

Life Begins

Leaving the old life behind, finding genuine happiness and creating the life she always wanted.

Explore Book Three →

Healing Is a Continuing Story.

Book Two arrives in 2027. Begin with the collection that started Cristie’s journey.